Yer So Rad

yersorad @ 2006-04-03T13:44:00

2006-04-03T17:47:31Z

This is about a California legislation being passed to exterminate pit bulls. If it passes in California, it could be on it's way to other states. THE WILL EUTHANIZE ALL PIT BULLS IN THE STATE IF THIS LAW IS PASSED! Someone has to try to make a difference...what if it were your pet? It would be great if Myspace could be used for something good other than getting dates. Please pass the word along and post this so as many people can see this as possible.

This has to be stopped. Please, help them.

so i guess we're as good as the nazis, we're killin pit bulls just like they killed the jews, its fuckin bullshit pit bulls are fucking amazing dogs! its the fucking owners who train mean one that need to be punished, not the dog!

hmm.

2006-03-06T02:40:22Z

well, nothing new has been happening, still no job, yanno the usual, i got my permit like 2 weeks ago (i think) still havent driven since ive gotten it, but i dont really have a car to drive except my sisters, and usually by the time i get to kevins and kellys home its dark or almost dark.

so im prolly getting my fairy wing tattoos soon, i gotta go up to eternal and talk to ryan and see what he can do for me. i gots the cash i just gotta get the ideas down on paper and inked in me skin.

have you ever seen the movie Domino? well i have and i love Dominos hair in that movie... so i go to BoRics with my pictures of her in hand and i tell the lady that i want my hair like hers.... and she says ok and TRIES to do it, but instead she TOTALLY FAILS, she cut my bangs WAY too short and as a result from the front i kinda look like a little boy with that "surfer"/"shaggy" hair thats in right now. yea its stupid. i cried when i got home. but i guess i just have to wait for it to grow out and it SHOULD be all good.

i went to my dads today and he gave me and kelly our christmas presents he gave us both $200 cash. SWEET! it was awesome, thats where most of my money for my soon to be tattoos are comming from.

so my om and john are getting a divorce!!!>?!?!?! im really happy about that. but my moms totally down about it, it totally cought her off guard, and i feel so bad for her cuz she doesnt deserve to feel sad cuz she is so fucking nice to everyone, she has so much going on right now, its nuts, i havent said a word to him since i found out, you know how the saying goes "if you dont have anything nice to say, dont say anything at all" so i havent, if i talk to him im prolly not gonna say anythign nice, and i dont want to cause my mom anymore problems.

well i think me and kelly are leaving soon. so later taters

ouch!

2006-02-20T20:11:47Z

so Kevin pierced me and jessmicas nipples yesterday, the accual piercing didnt hurt that bad but after words oh man its been pretty sore in the boob area.. i almost passed out when de did my first one cuz i stopped breathing fer a minute like and idiot, but i just got really light headed n drank some water before he did the other one.

i still dont have a job. but im starting to worry less and less about it because i cant really work anywhere with me having to watch travis till 6. so whatever at least im getting some income.

things are going really good n im very happy about that. last weekend was sweet. on friday we didnt really do much there were a few people at 'the house' n me kevin and josh snorted some adderall so i ended up staying up till 8:15ish in the morning. and i had to wake josh up at 10 am n after i woke him up i didnt go back to sleep until 1am the next night. jen sandy and alexis came over saturday it was very nice to see all of them n hang out. saturday night a bunch of people took dxm and thats all ways silly watching a bunch of people trippin. but i went to sleep shortly after they started trippin. so i didnt get to see the full height of the sillyness. sunday everyone just chilled, n watched movies, n got their nipples pierced, n colored. it was a nice weekend. this week is prolyl gonna be a little crazy cuz josh and the little supers dont have school all week so there prolly gonna be over alot, which is kool.

well thats all thats going on in my life, same shit different day.

yersorad @ 2006-01-25T13:02:00

2006-01-25T18:02:40Z

well. nothin has changed really. i still dont have a job n that sucks. meghan keeps telling me "one more week" or "next month" so ive givin up on that job, but if i eventually get it thats sweet and i totally work there still, but as for now i started looking 4 a different job, i applied at 7-11 at 13 n campbell where tarlo's mom works but i didnt get that job, and i have an application 4 auto zone that still needs to be dropped off. it sucks trying to find a job, especally since i can only work certin hours cuz i have no ride n that i have jamie steven and travis so i can only work like 5-when ever the place closes or if there open min nights then i can work that shift. but what ever ill find something sometime.

so dereck's going away party is this friday, n i think we're getting a keg 4 that possibably from fez's work cuz he said that he can get full barrels for $70, so we'll just have to see about that one. i mean i dont care eaither way cuz i dont drink beer but it would be really nice 4 dereck n everyone else who drinks beer.

i think that while my moms on her winter break that im gonna go take my written road test, so i can start learning how to drive cuz im 18 n its about time i had my lisence and a car. cuz wheni start going to college i dont want someone picking me up and dropping me off a school. n especally if i want to go to a different campus i dont want to make whoever drives me drive really far.

oh on a very awesome note, we finally got rid of hunchy, i was beginning to think it was never gonna happen, but it did so i hope i never have to see his face again.

im totally moved in to kellys room minus me putting up my posters.my room is so fuckign kool! its orange n pink and bright as hell! but i still love it! i cant really explain the awesome ness of the room, but it is indeed awesome!

im going now later taters

niiice!

2006-01-04T19:59:38Z

Happy New Year to all!!! i hope yours was as fun as mine! kevin kelly joe and tom threw a HUGE party at their house minus some fat bitch stealing things it was a good night! the everade punch was great i was pretty drunk and it was alot of fun! haha.

so. i passed my GED test, with an above adverage score in every subject! so go me. i guess that means college isnt too much longer down my path.

i feel like poop today i have like a chest cold and it feels like someone is sitting on my chest 24/7 that plus me having asthma, isnt a good combination!

i have to go get travis off the bus soon so im leavin! later taters

wellllllllll...

2005-12-27T19:36:47Z

well im in TN and its nice as hell today its like 60something out and its fucking awesome! yea i cant wait for the new years party its gonna be sweet! i guess Danny and his friend Twink are commin up for the party so thats sweet. everyone should come n have a great time!

im off 4 now later taters!

well well well.....

2005-12-14T18:16:51Z

so. things are going really good as of late, minus a few speed bumps from people every now and then, but its kool cuz karma is already getting them back,as it should and always does.

kevin, kelly, joe and tom's house is fucking sweet n i love it. every weekend is a party and thats fuckin sweet. i like just being able to walk around and do whatever i want whenever i want to while being surrounded by sweet people, theres a nice atmosphere there.

im in the process of takin my GED i went yesterday and took the Science, Social Studies and Reading parts it was pretty easy and im pretty sure i passed those parts i started testing at 6:00 and was done at 8:30 so i got done with a hour and a half left. i gotta go back today and take the math and writing portions. then ill be done and ill prolly get my results back in 3 weeks. so thats kool.

i still havent found a job, but supposidly im getting one at the t shirt place, but the girl called me like a week ago saying that she cant train anyone fer about 2 weeks, but "im at the top of her list" (for people to start training) so we'll see about that.

well im done for now, later kiddies

yersorad @ 2005-12-02T19:26:00

2005-12-03T00:27:53Z

hey kids come over the new house tonight, call me for directions 2482174454 <-(me) please we want to party tonight!

what bad luck!

2005-11-29T02:50:07Z

well Streetlight Manifesto was robbed AGAIN!!!! that really sucks....

"Ok, now this is just getting ridiculous and somewhat annoying. last night, while we slept in the paris show promoter's apartment, our vehicle was broken into and robbed. again. since there are so many of us we have two vehicles on this tour, a tour van and a tiny little rental car. our little rental car was broken into and cleaned out of our possesions. this time we lost substantially less: about $4,000 worth of equipment (our soundguy uses the car for his rig). we lost the one expensive piece of equipment that wasn't stolen in last month's debacle, a 24 track hard drive recorder we've been using to document our live shows. great. despite all the "i told you so's" we've been getting from family regarding even going to paris, relax, it had nothing to do with the riots, it was a random robbery. anyway, we have another police report to add to our new collection, this one in french. yippee."

so we (me and kevin) decided that they keep gettign robbed cuz there so damn kool and awesome and every asshole out there is jelouse! thats pretty gay of whoever did that to them AGAIN.

being an adult....

2005-11-19T23:30:04Z

so im gonna be 18 tomorrow....an official adult. thats alot of responsibility i guess. im gonna be and unemployed adult thats a high school drop out.. hahahah wow im just a big ball of achivements hah whateva.

17 was a pretty good year minus the last 4ish months. did alot of shit had a lot of fun. fucked up my life. fixed my life. had to go though a very good friend of mines death. crazzzy shit.

so me and kevin are going back out and its amazing. better then its ever been we're both very happy. and i still feel really horrible for what i did to him and i regret every second that we were seperated. and every second that he felt like shit because of me. i love him more then i loved anyone. and to be honest i dont know what the fuck i was thinking when i broke up with him. i should have listened to everyone. but thats past me now and me and kevin are together, and i dont much like to think about how bad i hurt him and how much of a fucking idiot i was to even break up with him.

eh, enough of that! i gotta go josh is picking me up in a lil bit so i can PARTY! haha later taters

yersorad @ 2005-10-25T09:35:00

2005-10-25T13:39:56Z

blah. im bored and tired. i havent been to school since wednesday last week. so today is very sucky seeing as im at school now. i prolly wont come tomorrow. cuz im sweet like that. i have 11 or 12 absences already so there really is no point in me being here. but im gonna keep commin every so often till im done painting my 2 pots that i have to paint. then im dropping out.

so i guess im being a farmer for halloween. i really wanted to be Alex from a clockwork orange. but i cant find a hat or white pants that will fit me at a thrift store. so im pissed i would have looked so fuckin bad ass as Alex. i was gonna go all out and glue eyeballs on the sleeves and wear fake eyelashes on my left eye and everything. eh oh well. i guess a farmer will do. i need a straw hat though.

my weekend was pretty sweet. friday was hunchys birthday and we went to a stupid show that didnt even start until 10:15 and the band wasnt that good. so we listened to a couple songs and left. david and hunchy almost got into a fight but david had to be the cheap shot that he is and START the fight then threated hunchy with jail time if he hit him. i feel bad cuz i think hunchy had a horrible day on his birthday n thats no good. then saturday was the new wave party! that was fucking sweet minus the fact that the shrooms we got were shit. and only gave me a body buzz fer like 30 mins. eh oh well i guess thats the price you have to pay when you buy drugs. everyone was drunk it was fucking sweet. everyone that was there was fuckin sweet, n i loved everyone. the group of people that was there, was sweet, n even if only a couple of them are together theres always a kick ass party. shane, toni, ryan, big R, josh, hunchy, fez, suzann, alexis, kevin, beejack, and melanie (for the begining of it), these kids are always having a rockin' good time! and i fuckin love it.

Heres to the memories.

yersorad @ 2005-10-19T09:02:00

2005-10-19T13:01:36Z

hummm. lifes goin pretty good these days. ive just been chillin with Kevin fer the past few days. its sweet. i dont know what i was thinking when i broke up with him.

me n kevin watched Land of the dead last night and oh my was it the goreist movie ive ever seen! well the parts i seen anyways. i fell asleep during it. cuz i was really tired for some reason.

i cant wait till this weekend. its gonna be fun. friday is Hunchy's birthday and im prolly doing shrooms which is always sweet. if im still invited to that, cuz i dunno i think he might be mad at me? i dunno. Saturday is Josh's New Wave party and thats gonna be amazing, we're gonna party to new wave all night long! hells yea!

I NEED A FUCKING JOB! i need money and to get the hell outta this school!

im bored so im going.

yersorad @ 2005-10-17T09:18:00

2005-10-17T13:22:19Z

The Bouncung Souls The Something Special

We can't agree on a single thing, i dont know why. We almost killed each other on the inside. I managed to be a jerk anyway, it doesn't have to be this way Forget about the things i said
I make no excuse for them.
I want to start again
We all walk our seperate ways I don't know why, I hope we meet again somewhere some day.
I can't chage the way you feel
It doesn't have to be this way Forget about the things I said,
I make no excuse for them
I want to start again
I think about the two of us, I don't know why, I feel good on the inside. It's different now, I'm one i stand alone.
I have to be this way

i finally realized some shit this weekend. and im done. i want my life to go back to how it was, im tired of giving everything i have and getting a slap in the face. i just want my life to make sence again. and i want to feel good again. and the last time i had that was with Kevin, he always knew how to make things better if i had a problem, he was always there for me. i feel really horrible for what i did to him cuz i put that kid through some bullshit, and he prolly should have punched me in the face, but he didnt he put up with it all. i feel really dumb that it took me this fucking long to realize how much i fucked up by breaking up with him. i hope its not too late to fix things.

"How did you get so deep inside of me?

yersorad @ 2005-10-14T08:46:00

2005-10-14T12:38:28Z

so. Streetlight Manifesto got ROBBED! ALL of their gear, merch and personal possessions. a total of 80 thousand dollars worth of stuff.

"it is with great sadness that we have to announce that, as we slept in our hotel rooms last night, we were robbed blind.

upon waking up this morning, we walked out into the hotel parking lot to find our van had been broken into and our trailer taken. the pieces of human shit behind this broke the lock off of the driver's side door, entered our tour van, and picked it clean of all of our possessions. they then managed to jimmy the vehicle into neutral, push it forward about twenty feet, break the lock off of our hitch and attach our trailer to their vehicle. then they drove away. all of this happened in the hotel parking lot, just yards away from where we slept.

besides the priceless personal possessions we lost from the van, everything that enables us to be a band was contained in that trailer. all of our horns, guitars, drums, amps, microphones, rack gear, mic stands, every last bit of merchandise and cds, every sticker, patch , button with our logo on them, our banner, EVERYTHING. in all, we were robbed of approximately 80 thousand dollars worth of gear, merch and personal possessions."

what fuckin bastards. who would steal that much shit from someone? those fuckers must have made alot of fuckin money with that stuff.

yersorad @ 2005-10-07T18:15:00

2005-10-07T22:24:03Z

yep. i have black hair. i look alot like an emo kid when my hairs off to the side, which is silly.

i feel like puttin my mohawk up. which is a rareity for me.

i didnt go to school again today. didnt feel like going, plus i wanted to get my interview with michaels over with, there gonna call me monday or tuesday, its only seasonal work but christmas eve is manditory and im gonna be in TN that day so i might just work there till i find a different job where i can be gone for xmas eve, cuz i need to get the hell outta school. also i applied at target and joanne fabrics, i kinda want to get the job at target cuz thatd be really sweet. cuz after im 18 i can work from 11PM to 7AM stocking shit. im prolly not strong enough for that but itd be really kool.

yea im really bored, i called kevin cuz we were supposed to hang out yesterday but he fell asleep due to the fact that he went to work all day on 2hours of sleep. he said he would call me later. so im just chillin. i think i might burn a cd cuz i downloaded limewire yesterday (hehehe). i think thats what im gonna do.

later kiddies

yersorad @ 2005-10-02T20:47:00

2005-10-03T00:48:30Z

1. Go into your LJ’s archive.
2. Find your 23rd post (or closest to).
3. Find the fifth sentence (or closest to).
4. Post the text of the sentence in your blog along with these instructions.
5. Tag 3 people on your friend list.

it felt so much like summer.

Kelly
Natalie
Hannah

no more pretty and pink. :o(

2005-10-03T00:43:53Z

i dont have pink hair anymore. and im really sad 'bout that. i dont really like the color eaither. but it had to be done, if i wanna get i job. who knows maybe the job i get will let me have pink hair. (haha i doubt that) but yea thats the news.
thats all for now.

yersorad @ 2005-09-30T09:20:00

2005-09-30T13:31:02Z

yep. i didnt go to school again yesterday. i went to the doctor cuz i thought i had a bladder infection. but i dont. and then i went to get/drop off/fill out applications at places. then i went to joshs at like 12 something and hung out there till like 8 when my mom picked me up. then went home and was crazy fer a lil bit. then talked to kevin, then hunchy then was crazy somemore. then i finally fell asleep. and here i am. at school.... what a horrible place this is.

oh so heres the verdict. ok... when i find a job, im dropping out, and at the beginning of dec im talkin my GED test then prolly in the fall, if i have enough money, im going to enroll in a couple college classes. so. i need to find a job so i can get outta here, cuz in my opinion theres no point in me being here, cuz im dropping out. but my mom wants me to say here till i get a job. and since im already stressin her out then i guess the least i can do is stay here till i get a job. but im not gonna bust my ass in any of my classes cuz its pointless, the only reason i didnt fight it is cuz i kinda want to finish the shit im makin in ceramics b4 i drop out so i dont have to come back and get the shit i made. but whateva. it'll be over soon enough.

so everyones dissapointed in me for droppin out. but you know what i keep tellin everyone that im not gonna be a fuck up. im gonna go to college and get at least a 4 year degree. so that i can still do something with my life. but i guess no one understands that. a couple of my friends even treatened not to talk to me any more. which is really silly. i guess no one understands all of the reasons why im doing this. i mean the only person who i told EVERYTHING, ALL the reasons why im doing this is kevin. and he still didnt think it was a good idea. i wish i could tell everyone why im doin this, but when i told kevin it was a long an very upsettign process for me, i cryed really hard, and it was silly. and if i told EVERYONE, ALL the reasons why im doing this, that would be a fuck of alot of crying on my part. and im not down with that, so i guess eeryones gonna have to be dissapointed in me and not talk to me. which will prolly just make things worse, but i dunno i guess ill deal with that when it happends.

I'm a super, I'm a nothing, I'm a no one, goin' nowhere fast,
But I don't care, No I don't care.

yersorad @ 2005-09-28T09:44:00

2005-09-28T13:42:46Z

yep. school sucks. i have to call hazel park today and ask them about the GED thing cuz i called all these adult ed places and they pretty much said that i have to wait till 2007 anyways. so i think im just gonna drop out and wait a year then take my GED. and be done with it, cuz i looked at the laws about the GED shit and it said u eaither have to wait till your class graduiates or if your over 16 you have to of been out of school for a full calander year b4 you take it. so the sooner i drop out the sooner i can take my GED test. but i dunno my mom doesnt want me to do that, but she cant really stop me, but id much rather have her approval then just doing it and her not wanting me to.

shits still fucked up. and im still really in a shitty mood about stuff, everyone always asks me of im ok, im not but i say i am just so i dont have to explian whats going on, or talk about it. the only person ive talked to about shit is kevin so hes really the only person who knows whats going on, and hes prolly one of the last people who wants to hear why im so upset about shit. the person i really should be saying all this shit too is really hard to talk to about stuff anf i know if i talk to them about it then ill cry and i dont like crying.

i put a smile on and act like everythings ok. and im tired fo doing that, id much rather have things BE ok.

matt fishers silly.

(he told me to write somethign about him. just for the record)

nichole did it for me so.. here goes....

2005-09-28T13:31:38Z

Leave your name and
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST.

yersorad @ 2005-09-23T09:40:00

2005-09-23T13:32:26Z

todays a crappy day, and i really want to party with big R, hunchy, Josh and captin morgan tattoo tonite, but i have a feeling that wont happen and ill prolly just end up staying at home, just like last friday.

i dunno why im in a crappy mood, but it sucks. im tired of feeling like this.

Can you feel the pain in my heart?

yersorad @ 2005-09-22T10:51:00

2005-09-22T15:53:32Z

write 20 random facts about yourself then tag the same amount of people as minutes it takes you to write the facts. If you're tagged it's your turn

1. i LOVE the color pink
2. the bouncing souls are my favorite band
3. im currently stuck in a horrible place in my life
4. im probably going to be going to hazle park
5. i hate school more then my life
6. i'm confused
7. i feel bad cuz i said something kinda jerky to hunchy and i feel horrible
8. i'm sick of life
9. i love my mom
7. my sister is awesome and without her i would go insane
8. i really want to get some captin morgans tattoo this weekend
9. i feel really horrible for talking to kevin about the situation im in, but he wanted me too.
10. speaking of kevin, hes fucking awesome and is my best friend ill ever have
11. Josh Aero Smith is also my best friend and he is so fucking rad.
12. i love the smell of cocca butter lotion.
13. i dont know what to do with my life/situation anymore
14. i can dislocate my shoulder
15. i have asthma
16. i smoked a ciggrette the other day, and i kinda liked it
17. i want someone and they dont want me, and that blows
18. i have someone that wants me but i dont want to be more then friends with him
19. i love to say the word FUCK
20. i hate my step dad

tagged- Kelly, Natalie, Melanie, Ryan, Shane and Toni

yersorad @ 2005-09-21T09:43:00

2005-09-21T13:41:13Z

blah! i feel like poop. things arent getting much better at all. i talked to my mom about dropping out, and she of course doesnt want me to,but she started talking about churchill or flex, but i cant go to like a alternitve ed. school cuz i do kinda good in school and im not behind any credits.so i told her what josh told me about this school in hazle park where you only need 19 credits to graduate or when your 18 you can test out and get your diploma! (kevin told me he thinks theres a school liek that in calwson too.) and im gonna be 18 in like 2 months. so im gonna look in to that, cuz that would be easy as fuck and im sure i would pass cuz i know my shit, and i would have a diploma not a GED. but i mos def cant stay in school for the next 2 years cuz it sucks, im starting to get to the point where i dont carwe and my grades are slippin and stuff and if i start getting really behind im just gonna say fuck it. and not do anything. about it. and i dont want to do that. so today after school i think i might talk to my mom more about this but i gotta go bells gonna ring. later taters

yersorad @ 2005-09-19T11:02:00

2005-09-19T15:17:00Z

i didnt go to school today... cuz last night was prolly one of the worst nights ive had in a long ass time. everything is going so horrible for me, and its all my own fault, i seriously dont even want to be alive anymore i cant take this, i think one things gonna happen and a totally different thing does. i had a feeling things would end up like this, its always been a feeling in my gut, but now that it finally did happen. i dont know what to do with my self. now i have no one. so last night hunchy told me he likes someone else. i dunno its just that i did so much so i could be with this kid, i broke up with my boyfriend of a year and 7 months, and now alot of my friends hate me. i dunno i know its prolyl all my fault cuz im the one that broke wup with him, but i pretty much told kevin that i still want to be with hunchy and shit so now kevins not talking to me. and hunchy doesnt want to be with me eaither. man, im so fucking tired of crying im so fucking tired of being depressed that only thing i want to do is sit in my room and not talk to anyone ever again. my life is so fucked up right now whatever i guess im just gonan have to get used to fucking things up. karma is a real bitch to me sometimes.

yersorad @ 2005-09-09T09:30:00

2005-09-09T13:21:36Z

SAY ANYTHING - The bouncing souls
I wanna make you know
i can do everything
but idon't ever show you
how i really am
i wish i could say
i have no regrets
i wanted to much from you

I don't wanna be this way
i kick myself i wish i could say
that I have no regrets today

But i'm so nervous that i lose my cool
everytime i pick up the phone
and try to call you
standing out in the freezing cold
until i'm numb wondering why
i'm always acting so dumb

I don't wanna be this way
i kick myself i wish i could say
that I have no regrets today

Things just happened
to turn out this way
i can't say that i have
no regrets today